My Lifetime as Ferdinand in France

Part of My Lifetimes with the Christ series by carolan nathan

The fields were covered by a glaze of ice that was quickly churned under by the roiling feet of horses as they galloped towards the chateau that appeared out of the early morning mist.  First in line was a dashing gallant, his long chestnut curls streaming behind him, his face was set in a mischievous grin as he dwelled upon who was waiting for him in the warmth of the bedroom high up in the castle’s walls.   A bright light appeared at one of the windows and Ferdinand knew it was his ladylove awaiting his arrival, shining a candle to show him the way.

The other riders were amused at their leader’s obvious delight and spurred their charges on with even greater abandon for they too were looking forward to the food and drink that would be set out on the large plank table in the castle’s great hall.

Then the sound of crashing trees burst upon their ears and to their dismay, they saw ahead of them a strange assortment of men sawing and pushing the mighty oaks into their path.   The gallants tried to pull up in time to avoid the large branches falling on them and their chargers but it was too late.   One by one they fell and were broken to pieces.  ‘Revenge, revenge’ was the cry from the men sawing away madly.    ‘You took our lady’s honour and now all must pay for the sake of one!’

Ferdinand knew that he was responsible for the painful death of so many of his friends and in the moment of his passing, he asked for forgiveness in the name of the Christ for this.  In his inner vision, he became one with a great Light and then it was over.

Lifetimes...the Search for Ones We Knew Before

By cnwriter..carolina, Poetry

Do you wonder if you have lived before and find yourself searching for someone you not who...I did for many lifetimes looking for one who was buried deep inside me...and I found him...this is all about it..

Searching

or were we

It seems so very long ago
We held each other so close
Vowing always to be together
We did not know what we were creating

Lifetime after lifetime we searched

You for me
Me for you
The karma deep and strong
For love can do that

Lessons To Learn

as we were

Atlantis Venus Egypt
We there did roam
Looking always for each other
Knowing that we would know

Such fools were we
And yet adventures new we did discover
People places to explore
Learn the lessons sometimes good
Often painful

Creating More

karmic times

Create we did more karmic lessons
Those we loved but loved us not
People we harmed
Physically, mentally emotionally
Many different ways for sure

Yet still we searched
Not knowing why
An urging deep inside
Lifetime to lifetime
It followed us around

All Over

Free from each other

Now here we are today
Meeting loving parting
For the karma has cleared
And we are free
Me of you
You of me

Matters It Not

Mattereth it not

When all is said and done
All lifetimes added up as one
Who will judge just what we did
Or said
Or loved
Or hated
Or even more

It matters not a whit

My Lifetimes with the Christ....As Keira in Sweden

By cnwriter..carolina, 13th Dec 2011 

Often a fascination with different periods of history on Mother Earth and other planets can lead to an exploration of our previous lifetimes. In this piece the end of one of my lifetimes and meeting with the Christ...how wonderful...also a video of Cloud Atlas lots of many lifetimes...  The action of karma also can frighten some and others will deny for when a baby dies at a young age most blame God, not realizing it is a past action being cleared. Each and every action has its cause and effect and the effect is karma.

Most people will not agree which is fine for it is still going on.

When the Christ touches to You

Windemere

It was a time of ice and snow. The fields were bare and the leafless branches of the spindly trees seemed to wave threateningly at the pale, wintry sun. Nothing moved in the desolate bleakness. I walked along the stony, snow covered path feeling my strength ebb at each footstep. I knew it would notbe long before I collapsed.
Suddenly I sensed a great warmth all around me. I turned and saw a man in a long brown robe walking behind me. His sandals were open and his head was uncovered and the biting wind blew his long hair and beard. I heard my name whispered. I heard the sound inside of me yet it seemed to issue from this man.

I stopped and swayed for it had been many days since I had eaten. He came up to me and placed His hand upon my head and slivers of heat warmed me through. I stared shaking and He gathered me in His arms. Inside I heard a voice telling me that it was time to come home and the Lord had sent his Beloved Son to carry me hence.

A glorious light filled my inner vision and I felt my heart almost burst with joy. He told me to forgive myself and the people who had hurt and harmed me. In that moment of forgiveness I became aware of a great lightness and then there was nothing.

What Karma is all About

It may seem strange to others who not yet have experienced the magic of their own soul and not yet learned that each soul incarnates but once and then goes through many re-embodiments clearing karma from previous ones and also experiencing all things for that is why in the first place the soul which is part of God (or Universal Consciousness/Divinity/Cosmic Consciousness)...call it what you will before returning into the Godhead....every person this does.

Some in their dream state will experience other lifetimes. Some lifetimes can be horrendous and we will not bring back memory unless we are supposed to.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdiLxyGH8Lg

My Lifetimes with the Christ continued..Nameless this One...

Nameless this One.

And it came to pass that her journey began.  But first she had to go past chasms and impenetrable rocks.  Her fingers were torn and bloody from the rocky surfaces and her arms weighed down from the effort of pulling herself through the narrow fissures in the rocks.  But always ahead of her, she saw her goal – glimpses of the quiet midnight blue ocean at the edge of the fall.

Memories of other ages and other times flashed through her mind becoming more and more vivid as her body weakened.  She knew that those she loved were waiting for her.  She could hear them calling her from within.

The light seemed to dim but still she struggled on and in her hazy vision appeared the one she had so loved and then lost in the war between her country and the Goths who had poured through the hills and massacred all in their way.  He seemed to beckon her on as if he knew that his strength could aid her to her destination.  She took heart from his appearance and a great surge of energy passed through her. She knew she could make it now and take those final steps.

But before she could go any further, a murky shape seemed to form in front of her.  It was the one who had wanted her ever since she had turned from puberty and her face and body had become beautiful.  He had followed her wherever she went and laid traps to try and entice her away from the one she loved.  Now his long fingers stretched out towards her and she knew he would pull her into him so that they would merge and she would never again be herself.   The black form of the wizard grew and grew until it blocked everything.  There was no light, no lover, no one, she was all alone.

A great sigh escaped from her and her heart seemed to stop beating with the pain she felt through her body.  The dark form enveloped her filling her with darkness and despair.  With her last breath she called her lover’s name and in that loving moment, the dark Lord fell from her.  She tumbled down into the velvety ocean and was received into its peaceful arms.